Feeling some type of way (blog post)

I'm glad the warm weather is here. It's really hot outside, actually. I have my windows shut so the hot air doesn't come in.

There's something about right now, though, that is making me sad. I'm not sure what it is. Just a combination of things.

I miss certain things

I just miss certain things..certain people. I miss certain times in my life. I think I spent too much time in the past instead of enjoying the present.

I just wish I had done certain things differently. Wish I hadn't made some of those mistakes I made.

I guess you live and you learn. I can't punish myself forever. I need to realize that everything happens for a reason. Everything is meant to be.

My soul is longing

I just have a longing in my soul for certain things and certain people. I miss some of my old friends that I used to have.

As far as I'm concerned, we are still friends even though we haven't seen each other in years. That love will never change.