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Thursday, June 14, 2018

It's summer!

It's summer, finally!! Well, not officially yet, but it will be in a few days. I'm so excited. It's going to be a great summer, I can already feel it. I have so much to be grateful for.

I am realizing how lucky I am to have everything I need..what more could you ask for? I am really wanting to have some serious fun this summer.

I want to do some really great things. I want to really enjoy my summer and make it last as long as possible.

I wait all year for this time. It's so great. I need to blog more, too. I always slack on my blogging. I just get wrapped up in other things.

But I always miss blogging when I don't do it. I have been making a lot of YouTube videos. I'm doing live streams now. I should post them here on the blog.

I might do that soon. If your'e reading this I hope you're enjoying your summer so far. It's really hot here..I think it is everywhere. It's going to be a hot one for sure. I want to do something I haven't done in a while, like maybe swimming or fishing or something fun like that.

Saturday, May 5, 2018

People hating Kanye?

I'm not sure why so many people are hating Kanye. But at the same time, when you're that famous, and you start talking politics, you are going to lose a lot of people, it's expected.

It's crazy that he lost that many followers. But I feel like he is actually sharing a lot of enlightening things recently.

He's on a very positive path, and I think it will take him far. He gets a lot of undeserved hate for no reason.

I've always like Kanye. I can relate to him on a spiritual level. We think alike in some ways. Everyone has those people they can just relate to, he is one of those people for me.

I think he's in a tough spot. He wants to spread positivity..but he is also really honest sometimes...and a lot of people get offended by it and misinterpret him.

Only he can truly understand what's going on in his brain. But yeah I definitely feel like people need to quit hating him so much. 

Monday, April 30, 2018

Enjoying this spring

Spring is going really good so far. I'm loving the weather. It still gets a little cold at night. My allergies have been really bad this year so far.

Some years are worse than others. I wish I could leave the windows open more, but sometimes I have to close them.

I've been feeling really burned out with YouTube. Taking somewhat of a break. I always work too hard.

Lately I have been working too hard and not quite getting the results I want, so I'm taking a step back.

YouTube can be very draining. You can get burned out on it if you make videos everyday. That's what has been happening. Being a vlogger is hard in some ways.

Because you are constantly sharing your life with the world. And you have to deal with the horrible trolls.

They can be really nasty. 

Wednesday, April 11, 2018

Spring is ACTUALLY here!

Spring finally got here. It's finally warm. It got warm when spring first started, and then it got cold and snowed again.

I'm not complaining, I really enjoyed the snow, it was nice. But now it's in the 70's here. I hope it stays this way for the rest of spring.

I walked to the store twice today. It was great exercise. I love going on walks, especially when the weather is nice.

Today is a great day for a walk. I am really thankful for everything right now. Life is good.

Wednesday, April 4, 2018

Things have been good

Things have been good lately. I can't really complain. Spring is here. I'm super excited about that. It's going to be a great spring and summer. I've been working out more, trying to be healthier. I'm not eating very healthy but at least I'm working out so that's better than nothing.

I haven't been making very many YouTube videos. I'm kind of burned out on it. I don't like making videos when I don't feel inspired. Same way with blog posts.

I have been posting quite a bit on my Meme page on Facebook. Here's the link, check it out:

I would appreciate it if you'd like the page too :) Every like helps my page grow.

I used to have a habit of being really negative. I feel like I'm doing better about that, at least somewhat. Nobody's life is perfect, but we can realize how blessed we are!

I still get depressed, I'm not going to lie. I have to just ride it out when I get depressed. I'm not one of those people who likes to try to force happiness.

I've noticed a lot of people doing that these days. If you're depressed, allow yourself to experience that. It's normal and healthy.

It's not healthy to be depressed all the time, eventually you have to pull yourself out of it. I am learning to realize how much I have to be grateful for, so that I'm not depressed all the time.

But, since I'm bipolar, I will have depression for the rest of my life. It won't just go away. I just have to learn to deal with it. Which I've done pretty well.

If you or someone you know is struggling with depression, or just need someone to talk to,  call 1-800-273-TALK (8255).

I hope that helps. Thanks for reading, and happy spring! Catch you on the next post!

Tuesday, March 20, 2018

Thursday, March 1, 2018

Blogging vs. YouTube (thoughts)

I've been a blogger since around 2009 I think. Somewhere in there. I started YouTube shortly after, but I originally started my YouTube channel to promote my blog.

My first video was me just saying "hey I have this blog, check it out, etc.". I love YouTube. I really enjoy making videos.

In my heart though, I think I will always be a blogger first and foremost. I once asked someone what my strengths were when it came to all this "online stuff". They told me blogging/writing was one of them.

Hey, I'll take it. I always come back to blogging, no matter how many videos I make. I think blogging is where my true passion is.

I love YouTube, don't get me wrong. I'm passionate about it too, but sometimes I find it easier and more fun to blog.

I guess blogging comes a little more naturally to me. I do love them both though. They kind of "complement" each other.

It's summer!

It's summer, finally!! Well, not officially yet, but it will be in a few days. I'm so excited. It's going to be a great summer,...