Feeling thankful..almost the weekend!

It's almost the weekend. I'm in a really good mood. I realized today that I worry too much about things that don't even matter.

Happy man with a laptop
I'm feeling very thankful today.

It's part of my OCD stuff that I have. Sometimes I worry myself into anxiety attacks. It's not healthy. But sometimes I can't help it.

I stress myself out


But I realized today that life is good and you don't need to worry because everything always works out. It's really true.

Life is good


Just enjoy life and see where it takes you. I'm thankful it's the weekend. I hope it's a really good one. This week has been kind of long.

How I feel about people disabling comments (on Youtube)

A meme about disabling YouTube comments
Yeah, I can't stand it when people disable comments. I don't think it makes much sense. Unless you're just getting an absurd amount of trolls. Trolls can definitely be very annoying, I definitely understand. 
But I'm not sure if disabling comments entirely is the way to go.

You can, it is definitely one option. But you shouldn't be so concerned with what trolls have to say about you. Their opinion doesn't matter at all. 

It really doesn't.

You have to learn to just ignore them, especially if you want to be a Youtuber. Trolls are just a part of the game.

It's kind of annoying when I see a YouTube channel that has comments disabled. Comments are how you build a community around your channel. They are an important part of the whole thing.

UPDATE: It doesn't matter too much to me if people have comments disabled on their channel, to each their own. I do still feel they're important, as I did when I first wrote this post, but I understand some people might not want them because of trolls.

It's October again, time for Halloween (blog post)

It's October again..time for Halloween pretty soon! I'm really excited about it. One of my favorite things to do on Halloween is watch horror movies.

It's Halloween time

Samhain is one of my favorite holidays, next to Christmas. It's such a spooky time of year, I just love the whole vibe of it all. I love all the paranormal stuff you watch and hear about this time of the year.
Halloween pumpkin faces glowing
Look at those creepy faces!

My YouTube channel is doing well, and I'm really thankful for that. I've cut back on making videos, though. I'm trying to relax and take away my stress.

How I feel about content creation


This online stuff can get really stressful sometimes. But it's ok. I love what I do. Always will!

It's still super hot here in Missouri. Our summers last super long, so even though it's not summer, it still feels like it.

Anyway, that's all I have to say for now...thank you, guys, for the support and for reading the blog! Love you, guys.

How to do a karma cleanse (spiritual advice)

Key Takeaway:

This article explains that by being a good person and doing good deeds, you can gain good Karma and improve your life.

How to do a Karma cleanse
Karma is real...do this and cleanse your Karma..live a happy, positive life!! Clear your karma regularly. Did you know you can clear your karma?
Many people don't know that. Many people don't realize how important karma is. 

Why is karma important?


Having good karma is really important in life. Karma is what determines how your life will turn out. There is a saying in India, "Your karma is your life".

Past lives


That means that the things that happen in your life are a result of your past karma. So you should always be nice to people and be a good person.

Because then you'll have good karma and good things will happen to you. Karma is super important, don't overlook it.

What happens when you do good deeds?


Your life will be super amazing once you start building good karma. 

We're in a summer heat wave (blog post)

I know the heat is apparently bad in a lot of places right now. LA for one. But try adding Missouri humidity to it!

We have a special kind of heat here. The "mugginess" makes it feel wayyyy hotter than it actually is. I can stand dry heat, but the humid kind can be very hard to deal with.

Girl in bikini drinking Coke by the pool

But I'm not saying it's not hot in LA...119 is pretty crazy!! Will be praying for ya'll. This summer seems to be hot for pretty much everyone.

What I am doing this summer


I am staying inside for the most part. I walked up to Sonic and got a sweet tea. I needed something to cool off.

I love sweet tea in the summer. Nothing like it! This summer has started off great so far! It's going to be an awesome one.

Palm trees in summer

I'm feeling thankful


I have to sign my lease again for my apartment here in a week or so. Wish me luck. It's a pretty quick, easy process, actually.

Enjoying this Friday..a lot. Hope your Friday and your weekend is awesome too! Thanks for reading. Please share this post.

Summer update and what's been going on (blog post)

It's been a pretty good summer so far...I'm not complaining. I've had a little bit of depression, but that's normal. My stepdad died a couple of weeks ago, which was right about a year after my Mom died. So I'm still mourning both of them. It's hard, but I'm getting through it.

Summer view of trees around a lake
Look at that view!

Enjoying the summer

I'm just trying to relax and enjoy my summer. It's been really hot here, but I'll take that over cold weather. Oh yeah, and I got approved into the YouTube partner program again!

I'm super excited about that.

Person holding a Pepsi
A cold drink when it's hot out!

Update 2022: 


I still love summer, but in recent months, after this past summer, I realized I'm not as much of a summer person as I thought. 

I still love it, but I realized that I'm more of a cool-weather type of person. Which is why I love fall and winter so much.

Maybe it's because that's when I was born. Don't get me wrong, I don't love really cold weather, but cool and mild is very nice. I also am not in the YouTube monetization program anymore, sadly. Hoping to get there again one day, but who knows.

It's summer! (let's talk about it)

It's summer, finally!! Well, not officially yet, but it will be in a few days. I'm so excited. It's going to be a great summer, I can already feel it. I have so much to be grateful for.

Sunflower in the summer sun

I am realizing how lucky I am to have everything I need..what more could you ask for? I am really wanting to have some serious fun this summer.

I want to do some really great things. I want to really enjoy my summer and make it last as long as possible.

I wait all year for this time. It's so great. I need to blog more, too. I always slack on my blogging. I just get wrapped up in other things.

But I always miss blogging when I don't do it. I have been making a lot of YouTube videos. I'm doing live streams now. I should post them here on the blog.

I might do that soon. If your'e reading this I hope you're enjoying your summer so far. It's really hot here..I think it is everywhere. It's going to be a hot one for sure. I want to do something I haven't done in a while, like maybe swimming or fishing or something fun like that.


People hating Kanye? (blog post rant)

I'm not sure why so many people hate Kanye. But at the same time, when you're that famous, and you start talking politics, you are going to lose a lot of people; it's expected.

It's crazy that he lost that many followers. But I feel like he is actually sharing a lot of enlightening things recently.

Wallpaper photo of Kanye West
Kanye West standing against a black background wearing a chain.

He's on a very positive path, and I think it will take him far. He gets a lot of undeserved hate for no reason.

I think he's a cool guy


I've always liked Kanye. I can relate to him on a spiritual level. We think alike in some ways. Everyone has those people they can just relate to; he is one of those people for me.

He needs our support


I think he's in a tough spot. He wants to spread positivity, but he is also really honest sometimes...and a lot of people get offended by it and misinterpret him.

Only he can truly understand what's going on in his brain. But yeah, I definitely feel like people need to quit hating him so much. 

I'm really enjoying spring this year

Spring is going really well so far. I'm loving the weather. It still gets a little cold at night. My allergies have been really bad this year so far.

Bird on tree with blossoms in spring
This bird is enjoying the spring!

Some years are worse than others. I wish I could leave the windows open more, but sometimes I have to close them.

I've been busy, though


I've been feeling really burned out with YouTube. Taking somewhat of a break. I always work too hard.

Lately, I have been working too hard and not quite getting the results I want, so I'm taking a step back.

YouTube can be very draining. You can get burned out on it if you make videos every day. That's what has been happening. Being a vlogger is hard in some ways.

Because you are constantly sharing your life with the world. And you have to deal with the horrible trolls.

They can be really nasty. 

Things have been good (blogging about it)

Things have been good lately. I can't really complain. Spring is here. I'm super excited about that. It's going to be a great spring and summer. I've been working out more, trying to be healthier. I'm not eating very healthily, but at least I'm working out, so that's better than nothing.

Happy guy looking at his phone
You have to just enjoy when life is good.

I haven't been making very many YouTube videos. I'm kind of burned out on it. I don't like making videos when I don't feel inspired. The same way with blog posts.

I've been busy


I have been posting quite a bit on my Meme page on Facebook. Here's the link, check it out: https://www.facebook.com/funniestviralmemes/

I would appreciate it if you'd like the page too :) Every like helps my page grow.

I used to have a habit of being really negative. I feel like I'm doing better about that, at least somewhat. Nobody's life is perfect, but we can realize how blessed we are!

Life is good, but not always perfect


I still get depressed, I'm not going to lie. I have to just ride it out when I get depressed. I'm not one of those people who like to try to force happiness.

I've noticed a lot of people doing that these days. If you're depressed, allow yourself to experience that. It's normal and healthy.

It's not healthy to be depressed all the time; eventually, you have to pull yourself out of it. I am learning to realize how much I have to be grateful for, so that I'm not depressed all the time.

I'm not always depressed


But, since I'm bipolar, I will have depression for the rest of my life. It won't just go away. I just have to learn to deal with it. Which I've done pretty well.

If you or someone you know is struggling with depression, or just needs someone to talk to,  call 1-800-273-TALK (8255).

I hope that helps. Thanks for reading, and happy spring! Catch you on the next post!